Hey,
Today is the first day back and college can I tell you I’m not looking forward to it!
Hopefully when I’m there I won’t feel as anxious but I doubt it, always on the first day back I get nervous and worried and I wish I didn’t as it makes me want to stay in bed all day. I hate how it takes over and then I feel so awful and want to curl up and hide but I can’t.
This year ( I know its only been 6 days including today) has been amazing and I don’t want to let the anxiety and depression to take over. I will update you on how today has gone later as it will hopefully make me feel better.
Have a lovely day.
Thank you for reading!
Laurenn x
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good luck X
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I feel you girl the first day can be hectic and stressful . But go in with you head up and you’ll have a great day!
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I’m exactly the same. I have to give myself little motivational speeches every day before I leave for college just so I don’t become too anxious and silly haha. You’re not alone! Well done for being so strong; we can do this!!💪🏽😚 xx
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A little late, but good luck! Hope it was better than you expected!
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